Way Too Tired

Some days are exhausting

And I've decided that today was draining

For no particular reason

My stomach hurts

I might throw up

My head is killing me

But I can't sleep

And I feel absolutely worthless

In every single way

I need to eat

And shower

And wash some dishes

But I can't accomplish anything

I'm incapable of being successful

Of being happy

It's so far out of reach

I'm tired of the complaining

I'm tired of people

I'm tired of being heard but not listened to

So I'll wallow on my own

And spill my guts into the bathroom toilet

And hope that makes things stop spinning

So I can take a nap

And maybe feel better tomorrow