I wanna be confident
I act like I am
but it all falls apart
under the smallest
amount of scrutiny
its a lie easily found out
so blatant
its a technical foul
kick me out of the game
I believe in nothing
not even myself
and that can't be healthy
but I never claimed
to be well
I actually promise you
I am not okay
maybe if I tell myself
I can do it
I will start to actually
believe in the lie
its a plan so brilliant
get me out of my head
get myself out of
my own way
cause I am my own
greatest enemy
maybe drink will
slow down myself
long enough to
achieve something great
maybe drugs will
dull my own senses
and allow gold to be found
something's gotta give
right?
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